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The heat of the night makes me clinch
Burrowing my face away from the existence
A figment of your imagination as only these stained sheets can reveal my secrets
Pleasure shines light into my darkness
The corner for in which I hurt
I pull away as you press deeper
In fear of exploration
In fear of pain
Hoping the remnants of my truth will be washed away without exposure to the light
My escape is to run
Run before you have a chance to get inside
Run to shield me from the stabbing pain
Keep you from being stained
Run to keep secrets from being revealed
And now, as I lay, exploring inside of myself
Finding the burden, the darkness that has formed
I can’t help but to wonder, will I ever be made whole
Free to allow someone to roam
Free from fear in my corner
The answer awaits
So instead of the passions the heat of the night may bring,
I lay cold
Never to allow light to shine into my darkness
-ENJ 5/7/12
I wanted you to fuck me. But then I got greedy and I wanted you to love me.
Life
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My biopsy is in the morning..I’m so nervous I can’t even sleep. Trying to relax my mind.
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